I’m home for the winter break. I hate breaks really. It throws off my schedule. Then I feel torn in a thousand different places to see people (not that I don’t want to see you guys) but it is stressful for me. Partly because I am also trying to figure out my new role in our family. I’m used to being a kid who asks for everything and now I’m being told I don’t have to ask. Also Lubbock doesn’t feel like home, and my house feels like the place I used to live. Mizz Lauren Kershner reminded me to pray about it in that amazing way of hers.
Tonight we went to an epic piano concert. A lot of pianos played all sorts of Christmas music including some of my favorites. Driving there (Dallas) was pretty nerveracking for me. I need more Dallas practice.
1 Corinthians 13 – how can I love people more?? Am I loving people the way I should???
I want my life to have purpose. I want my purse back (I left it in Lubbock) and I’ve been mooching off of Allie. I want people to stop reading too much into things when I talk about a guy a lot. I want to live in a house with a few special people forever.